Though my morning was rough (you can see from earlier poem) I am in a good mindset. I feel content with nature and my being. My center was off for a while, I could feel it, and I've finally got it back to where it belongs. I wouldn't say I'm happy, just content. Which most people would think is a bad thing. 'Be happy!' no. I like this feeling of everything in balance. All I desire at this moment in time is to lay on the grass and appreciate mother earth. I tend to do this in the wee hours of the morning. I enjoy it more in the silence of the night. I'd rather sleep through the chaos of the mid day. Last night at 3 am I went to the college, walked to the middle of a big field, and just stared. Nothing in particular. It felt my eyes were open, but I wasn't really seeing. I could almost feel my presence there from earlier when I was practicing my LARP with my team a few weeks back. I felt as though I had left a piece of me behind and I began thinking, do I do this with everywhere I go?